can't i do the best???

have been hopeful
have been despair

have been happy
have been sorrow

going to give up??
no....
i'm trying hard not to be...
a LOSER

i hate myself for being so flabby
i try my best just to dissemble it
and my though face take it over
sometimes, i'm curious :" this is me??"

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%%%seeking to buy!!!!!%%%

goods: a type of medicine

function: stop the tears,control it and hide it well

offer price: a fully tired, injured, broken heart

*who willing to deal, pls mend the heart with care
*i'm begging u pls take good care of it, it really needs a good owner, nt a flabby owner that always make it get hurt



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****INVATATION CARD****

event : farewell for the broken heart

date : when the transaction above have deal

venue : just close your eyes and feel it

remarks : do not forget to bring anodyne

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if one day i have attend the event above.....
cold-blooded
merciless
may be the suitable words to describ me..

because
my heart is gone